Oh man… I got such an urge right now to eat alot of Oranges… I think I’m just thirsty, and soda just isn’t doin it…. HA! ORANGE SODA!!!…… no no, that’s not what I want…
Today was such an interesting day… me and a group of friends were asked to sing a Rent song at this Christian conference thing in Irvine, which we did. It was such a random gig to have to have to drive out there twice, both times taking about at leased an hour and a half to get there. But I got to sing in front of a buttload of random people which was kinda fun! And I guess pretty worth the money they were willing to pay for us.
Just made me excited more for the future. I like singing for random things, something I think I used to really be afraid of when I was younger, which was stupid cause I still did a lot of singing. But to kind of master that random fear and make it my bitch (lol) feels kinda nice…. and sorta relieving. Kinda makes you feel like you could do anything.
I have to go back to my High School again tomorrow, which I’m kinda dreading…… OH the things we do for money…. Good lord I need a real job…
Its been kinda nice being payed here and there for small jobs, taking care of puppies and sleeping in. But I’m just not being active enough…. nor am I really involved yet it what I really want to be doing…. sure I’ve got a few more auditions here and there, but its starting to feel like wasted time every now and then. I’m determined at leased so im thankful for that.
On a yucky note, I just found out from my roomie Colleen, that the two other girls in the apartment are moving out and gave absolutely no notice either Colleen or myself till now, which sucks since they’re planning on moving out the first of May. This probably affects Colleen way more than me, since I was never really a permanent resident in their house….. and I spend way more time at Larry’s than I do over there… but it does kinda suck to think that I’m back a square one again with no where to live. So I gotta figure out what’s going to happen with that in the next month or so. Oh my life is such an adventure…
But i’m just so over it now. Haha…like, its old news now that I have no where to live, no job, and no place to start. It just doesn’t even scare me anymore, which Im choosing to look at as a good thing. Till then, I’m going to end this here cause I REALLY wanna wake Larry up from his nap. :)
