I’m feeling alittle cut off from society these days…
Probably my fault in the long run, but I kinda wanna get out of the slump. Being comfortable is great, and I like having to do nothing. But I like having something to do to… I miss all my APU friends a lot. I haven’t seen hardly any of them since 42nd Street closed.
Something about me thats weird is… if im not out doing things all the time, I just start to kinda fade into the background, therefore I have no need to jump back in the game… which is just sad cause I like being in the game.
In the long run… I’m my own worst enemy. Sucks.
I’m auditioning for a new show tonight, so I hope that goes well. It will give me something great to do during the summer. And i’ll be needing to find another job, which I’m kinda anxious for. I determined to feel good about the time I’ve spend by the end of the summer. DETERMINED.
Plus having money to spend again will be a great feeling. :D
You know what’s dumb? Fighting in relationships…… in the long run, its just stupid. At the end of the day, you Love someone so much you just forget what you even fought about. It’s a sign you really love someone. If they can piss you off, but you can forget it after its all over, you must love them for real. Or be even MORE in love with them after a fight…
I feel really good today.
